Awake, I Am

Realization's thread: I am not a person
Comes as a thought but is felt this morning
No decisions, no choices, no heaviness of doing,
Just the lightness of being

Remembering Tolle: the insanity of the world when experienced as a Me
Instead of The Now

Walking to my cublice as Harding: headless, space, openess

Realizations thread is co-opted by thoughts and ME even as it is spun
But the thread around the Thread is transluscent

As Jason pointed now: to sounds, which are always in the present

So whole, pure, and purposeless
When I'm awake-Awake

But what when Dragonsloth hits? Or worries?
Or worries then Dragonsloth?

Even the incantation of Dragonlsoth's name brings the familar tug-of-tired
To the eyes.

Event after event after event
(Infinite-1)"If Only's"

This.