10 km in the rain forthcoming.

If you ever need an aural example of 'continuous learning', spend time with strevie ray vaughn's canon.

Thank god for excel macros. She really knew what she was doing when she created those.

Thai food precursor to a 3 hour Christmas concert.

Listening with the I's

A Z of city blocks away from the other nexus that draws strange carnates

I saw you shoveling

Black on white

Balaclava'd, scarved, hooded

Hidden in plain site

I was following the safety line

Anchored in the yesterdays collected and dropped like seeds

from the mountain to the tower

But you

You interrupted the assumptions and currents

Charged with my safe and unchallenged arrival

At the stale-idea exchange

With a glance that wouldn't register until Otis delivered me through the corporate womb:

The snow arced its delivery and landing

Stretched back to the shovel and naked hands

Misted out, ridiculing space's conventions

Becoming a 70's icon

Flew into a gray cotton morning

Thick gathering over a lonely looking sky

Revealing the miracle

for all willing to listen

with their I's

10km barefoot -4!

Time for another -4 6 km toe-tingler to the 9:00 oclock gun and back. #barefoot

I like the fact that a CFO of a 900 employee company will engage me in waxing poetic about barefoot running. #eventhoughhethingksI'mcrazy

Sub ek.

Lucky

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6 km bf -4. Cold 'n breezy.

17% of those surveyed think a barefoot jog in -3 would be a good excercise in detachment. Ok then.

"Faith is what is left when your beliefs have all been blown to hell" -Ram Dass

"Love is the emotional color of the soul. Unconditional love is the color of enlightenment." -Ram Dass

Just asked for an eggnog latte without eggnog or coffee to see what the reaction would be: incredulity, then laughter.

I give nuanced replies to questions posed by vapid radio commercials.

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Charlie Brown sigh

Wowouch

Sublimation train

High without the height
Surrounded? by boundary-less space
This is grace
Euphoric body buzz
Mind expanding because there are no thoughts to fence it in
Love, because there is no me, us,you
Emptiness is full-overspilling
Dissolving obstacles tension lines and apprehension
Dissolving judgement and sex and seeking
Into this warm bath of all
I will drift on the dimensionless wings of drows and hope to awaken
Here, without hope, or anyThing else.

Maha dev
Ram ram
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Great day for a run, if you like the meteorlogical equivalent of Mordor. Glad I brought my mandana.

600 meter swim and 4 km woods jalk with Wilson the Nova Scotia duck toller

Anything happens.

When loss rips off the doors of the heart, or sadness veils your vision with despair, practice becomes simply bearing the truth- Dana Faulds

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Serving food for the homeless

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Hope

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Fugue

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The i in IKEA

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Quadriped and I in a quiet northshore lane under the stars

Off to memphis blues with kriscalmarcirodkerriloisandkids

Living Meditation

I have no idea
But wonder how long this can last
Just answered myself
...and started the engine again

I have no idea
*And* wonder how long this can last
Just answered myself
...and started the engine again

There is no idea
Wonder at this
Answer myself?
started the engine again

no idea
wonder
myself
started the engine again

no idea
no myself
wonder
engine in neutral

Wonder
engine stalled

I am

These results from a spiritual site's web search just now

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Verticalo 17 Opus 4

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That pretty well sums it up

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Terror-firma

Grizzled cheek in hand
Eyes caught between a gaze and fixation
Analysis floating just above fear's cold fingers
I see you.

One became two by four
Lumbered bread of relationship
Building material that could be held
*and* checked for faults

Wood cannot build itself
So I step back

I can stack and add
But the cutting is beyond me.

Still, I try

With the grain;
Against the vein

My sap hot and dripping
Congealing into flumes and parapets
That naked feet crush
and are cut by

Blood and sap and sawdust
Hardened resined mosaic that I pick up
And fashion into a broach for the three of you

Wondering if it will light up with your heart;
Or ice over with rejection
or, worst of wall-
Sit unchanged

I sit cross legged and try to connect

with terror-firma.

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"In all the universe, is there one single thing of value? Yes, the power of love" -Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

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14 Amazing Marathon Locations (PHOTOS) http://ping.fm/Pett1

I see you-
Holding the blindfold; shirt rippled on roots and vines
Walking patterns
Our intersections carved out of the sandalwood hills

Sandalwood Charnel

It's possible
That I never gave you a ticket for the charnel ground
Yet you're here
Holding your blindfold, nightshirt rippled on roots and vines;
Walking the patterns
Our intersections carved out of the sandalwood hills

I, as always, ankle deep in water, looking for sustenance
Greedily grabbing the pieces of flesh and spirit that hurry by
Putting together my golem and not understanding why it won't
Simply meld into what I need

Need, distance, time
Feed the emesis coming from my throat and sternum
Pushing the golem towards shore and your trajectory

Foot into clay
You're a part of what I need
But can never have

Love, as a creation, as *my* creation

It's better the blindfold is on

I don't want you to see me weep.

That's funny

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I'm not sure about living with uncertainty. -Me, just now.

Verklempt

Two rainbows today, this one train-side

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Nice start to the weekend

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In looking out reaching in

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Facilitating a webcallpresentation with 18 people. #nodisasterssofar

Quiet delicious awareness

Sad today, then ineplicably immersed in grace. Aware, awake, not-separate. Everything awash in not-visible golden nectar or bright skin glowing buzzing awareness
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Filling the bucket at Banyen; off to spill and soak in it with friends and silence shortly.

Enter

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Lonely looking sky

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God's follow-spot

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Love currents and conundrums the stars and the moons; iridescence runs errands from the Absolute
and dissolves in love's laughter-silence.

Love's Laughter - Silence

Lots of coalescing.

Nights on the couch watching TV before I slip the surly bonds of consciousness; walks in the morning in; swimming in something that is nothing.

The relative memory - which dances between poor and poorer - plays with the absolute memory - and a garden of fingers comes up from the verdant ground. Busy, too. Plucking memories from the lifespan to date and bringing them forth - even the worst of them not too full of foreboding because they are all just a part of the fabric.

The fabric that is paradox incarnate - the place between the objects that were never there to begin with. It's illusion, but not the illusion I think it is.

The fabric is the always present hum in my head that can be heard but is not aural.

The fabric is the shimmering space I look into that is both and not ocular simultaneously.

The fabric is *THAT* which I walk through; more like a walking *in*; and as the temperature becomes more and more familiar, the delineation between the fabric and I dissolves.

Like floating in a pool, feeling the water around my body, then realizing that there is no discernible point where my body ends and the water starts.

Except here it's:

'The world' coming in through my senses to my mind
My mind parsing and connecting
A remembering that there is something aware of the world and my mind
A realization that there is no separation between that which is aware and that which it is aware of
The collapse of the 'world' and that which is aware of the world into
Seamless, non conceptual fabric
Which allows me to navigate
Distances - because there are none
Relationships - because in context they are just the absolute creating and dancing with itself

Worries dissolve more quickly
Because this magic fabric continually
Pendulums me into and out of the absolute
Magnets the memories that I can walk through the day with
Or mesh in the night with

That's the image:

I'm wearing clothes
Made of of the fabric of the Kosmos
Love currents and conundrums the stars and moons; It rivers and snakes around the jacket and the pants
Iridescence running errands from the absolute
Pastels and erases itself in This,
Love's laughter; silence.