Thursday, April 29, 2010

@hotop as for career aspirations, still looking for those.
@hotop it's actually helped my career.
I am about to present at a company wide meeting. I will be referencing our CFO, knee-high socks, a parole officer and Wagner. Engage!
Inbox Zero. ummm...1. Actually 2... Never mind.
Inbox Zero. ummm...1. Actually 2... Never mind.

My Ipod loves me. Or is pining for attention.

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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

"I bequeath myself to the dirt, to grow from the grass I love;
If you want me again, look for me under your boot-soles" Walt Whitman

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Daughter "You can take my hoola hoop but you can't take my dignity"

My over-arching meta narrative

Reading CS Lewis's Mere Christianity, several things come up.

First, what a magnificent mind. His triumvirate of logic, analogy, and communication ability compel and engage on many levels. And I suspect, as I finish, will seat the message in the heart.

The thing is, I strongly suspect - even before the read is complete- that the message will not exist *solo* in my heart.

That is, that the Christian message of separation from God and Christ as the only redemptive bridge to cross and fill forever the gap that separates me from Him - it is not The whole truth.

If that were the case, it would ultimately exclude all other claims to union with God as at best incomplete and at worst leading their believers to certain and everlasting damnation. I don't buy it.

And that is not a dogmatic cry for the absolute rightness of plurality. First off, that is a self-defeating argument - because I would be making an absolute claim in support of not being absolutist. Second of all, it is like a sibling to the feeling of right-and-wrong that Lewis so eloquently makes. Just as I have a feeling of transcendent right or wrong, so also do I have a feeling that Christianity's absolutist claims are only provincially correct. In Wilber speak, from the developmental stage that those believers are at, the absolutist claim is valid. Moving up a level, to transcend but include that level, the claim is seen as only part of the whole story

My meta narrative, which continues to evolve, would go like this:

  • Take a major wisdom tradtion. (Monotheistic, Atheistic, Pantheistic)
  • Spend some time with any of them, Google them and sup heavily on the true-believers *and* the detractors perspectives, arguments, and rhetoric.
  • Compelling arguments can be made on many levels as to why each of those is the One True Way.
  • Compelling counter-arguments can be made on many levels as to why each one of those could never be the One True Way
So how do you determine truth?

Discernment will be varied depending on the developmental level of the person doing the investigation.

And at *my* level, I believe that contemplation and esoteric practices lead to the deep place where opposites, paradox, logical inconsistencies and rhetorical grappling dissolve into That from which they arose.

Namaste.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Ran like Bob Seger o'er a stormy seawall. 53 min barefoot 10 km. T minus 5.5 days.
-4:21. Really, I mean it this time.
Is this what people who sleep normally feel like? Good, holy, mother of god Batman!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

One object that can hold iredeemability as a virtue: the has-to-be-retired running shirt.
Intervals at the gym. T minus 7 days
17

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Great visit with Soto and Hhelley
Just made my daughter call me King Groovy before I would make her breakfast.

Friday, April 23, 2010

10 km barefoot 53 minutes. Ready for Vancouver Marathon!

Continuums

Grace is presenting itself these days as continuums; Oneness in dual-drag.

Good and evil aren't two monoliths on mountains facing each other;
They are bricks of the monoliths -

Melting up from the mountain
Flowing down to the valley between

A giant U
Now connected, forging stars and famines
Now collapsing,
In on It-self

Joy and sadness are not lilac and the throat-clench of forced surrender
But black and gossamer silk
Sliding through the very layers that birthed it

Bright madness and dark lucidity
The always-fresh forgotten

Paradox
Losing syllables, form and finally content

Into the curve before line
The space before point


This.

"Gee"

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CS Lewis and train commutes; silk against skin.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Sadness and joy, another continuum to contemplate.
Going to do no-thing for two hours.
Sms
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Purgation, Illumination, Dark Night of the Soul, Unification.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

*sigh*

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Nondual joke # 17 - knock knock. Who's there? .

Thursday, April 15, 2010

It take no-one to know One
About to do nothing in a room with like minded people for two hours.
Nice slow 7km yesterday. Ran with the feeling of running as opposed to the thoughts of the feelings of running.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Heading out for my first barefoot run since sunday's 38 km.
In the everyday miracle dept:was thinking Gutenberg would have to be handed a pair of Depends prior to being shown the average xeroxer.

Monday, April 12, 2010

I already announce *all* my bathroom breaks to work colleagues. Phase 2 will be to automate the process and mash it up with a "Ride of Valkyries" .mp3

Who I've been listening to



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shadechaser@gmail.com
aka mezzy@shaw.ca

Note to self: always treat people carrying hair in a handbag with respect and deference

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

38 km barefoot 3 hrs 46. Up at 3 am, track at 4, just finished.
Off to the track for a long run. Hoping for 30 km

Saturday, April 10, 2010

"Examine your false certainties." -Rupert Spira

Friday, April 9, 2010

10 km bf on the sunny seawall in 52 and change. Test drove a Nathan fuel belt. Legs are back!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

A weak-kneed 7 km in 42 mins. Still hungover from the weekend's 37 km.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tech solution offered in a status call: 'why don't we use the problem webpart until it has issues, then not use it?' Oh. My. God, Magnum.
Still parched after sunday's 37 km barefoot

Sunday, April 4, 2010

37 km worth of salt

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37 km barefoot run finished. Abysmal time and a few scrapes, but happy nonetheless.
34 km. Sore. End almost in site

Barefoot running path *fail*

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20.53 so far 1:58
Easter 37 km barefoot port moody- point grey starting...now

Saturday, April 3, 2010

God help couples.

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While suffering from fashion blindness apparently has drawbacks, it sure makes clothes shopping at Bellis fair easy
Practicing mindfullness and bladder control while in a 58 minute wait at the border

Friday, April 2, 2010

Jerry want to know: If you could remember only ONE thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Stocking up on supplies for a long run this weekend.

Even signs need to have a dream

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